This life is built up of dreams
You push, you strive, you conquer
You stop for a second to think about what you’re doing
You realize that dreams are just unrealistic viewings
I close my eyes, and try to understand my situations
I breathe to try to exhale my imperfections
I slow down and think about my complications
But life is nothing but unrealistic expectations
Verse 1: Your words are like razors, they slash my wrists
Your words are like poison, lets go down the list
Your words are like death, stuck me in the abyss
Your words are like razors, they slash my wrists!
Pre-chorus: You said you loved, you said you cared
But you cut me open and left me scared
You said we were special, and would be alright
You left, changed, and said goodbye
Chorus: I toss and turn with the thoughts surrounding my head
I can’t get rid of all the lies you said
You never gave a shit and now you should see
That you were never special to me!
(unfinished, I don’t know if it will be finished, but if it does get finished, I’ll for sure post it)
The song I’m about to post is called ‘Special’ and the reason it’s unfinished is because it was written through anger, and my anger didn’t last that long.
To be honest, I believe it’s one of the best songs I’ve written. I do regret some of the things said in the song due to it only being written because of anger, but it’s music and you shouldn’t destroy what you’ve already started.
I hope you guys like it, and can relate. What is written is NOT how I feel now, it was a phase, and now I am over it.
The song was not edited at all, what you’re getting is what I exactly wrote down.
Sorry for never releasing ‘Let Go’, I wasn’t proud of the outcome, and I didn’t want to release bad work.
If you still want to hear it, let me know and I’ll post it
Haven’t been on here in a while…
Posting a song I’m working on (so yes, it’s unfinished) in 5 minutes
I cannot wait for you guys to experience this!